postscript2 Senior Member
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Joined: Sep 2006
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Tuesday November 11, 2008 6:04 PM
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Hi All:
Well, this one has taken me aback! I was on "top of the world" until the last few weeks. Much of the pain is gone (of course I'm still on meds)--but as I face another surgery, I'm feeling quite depressed! Feels like the "post partum blues"--excitement at first and then that "sinking" feeling about returning to work: "if, when, how and where..."
It seriously just crept up on me--Anyone else gone through this??? All I want to do is sleep... Back to square one! Maybe I overdid it, I don't know? My range of motion is getting better, but the shoulder is acting up-darnnit! If UR approves the P.T.-I should be starting this week... Haven't driven for over 9 weeks. Saw my PMD yesterday and the incision, he thought still looked very "fresh", i.e., he thought I had this done 4 weeks ago, not 8 weeks. The PTP says take off the "hard collar" for good, but the P/A says "wean off of it..." I just wish I could get a straight answer. My problems are minimal compared to most of you, so I apologize for my whining.
Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated! I guess laying "idle" for over a year and a half has me greatly out of shape, physically and emotionally. I'm not giving up, just looking for some input. Sorry to be a "bummer..." The economy has me scared "S***less!" But I don't want to start a political rant...
Anyway, these lyrics express my sentiments:
"Great White" "Face The Day"
I don't want to face the day the day, today
Long nights leave me stranded Black visions, danger signs No love- I need protection Feels like I'm on a production line Daggers of dawn, cold hearted day Why does if have to be morning? Cover my head, stayin' in bed Too late the luckless warning
Outside the screaming city Red lights, hungry eyes Sucks like a space invader The vacuum of it's lies Stealin' my strength, stealin' my time It's raining in a world of traders
Let me keep on sleeping Forget that I'm alone One day of faceless living- Is twenty-four hours too long I don't want to face the day
Give me the night, it's more forgiving Hold back the light from my eyes Please stay invisible darkness Can't see the tears that I cry I know it's comin', loaded with nothing Trapped in a tunnel of time
I don't want to face the day The day, today...
LCS
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